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Friday, July 27, 2007

Thursday, July 26, 2007

guys.
gay.
so freaking gay.
especially the way they 'touch' each other's body parts.
if only i had a cam.
i would explain n show u how gay they can be.
they're damn pian tai (pervert-ic) too!
talk about s*x n all those other hiao hiao stuffs every freakin day.
don't they get bored talking about all those stuffs?
guess not.
i miss jo jo.
my baby's in aussie.
she didn't even say bye.
T.T
can't wait till she comes back 2 kch in december.
y is every1 leaving?
blah.
gotta go prepare 4 the rehearsal edi.
so laaazeeey.
i wanna watch dead silence!
any1 interested?
odee!!
i wanna hug u so bad!
xD
n pinch ur nen nen again!

||sooh de-press-ing||

Saturday, July 14, 2007

GOSSIPS.

now i noe how bad they are.
how they hurt n terrorize one's emotions,
how they destroy one's self esteem.
i shall never gossip ever again.

i can't believe my so called 'besties' actually gossiped behind my back.
WOW!
i tot u guys were my friends.
i guess i was the one who was too stupid,
too naive till i fell for ur stupid trap.
i should've known dat u both were gonna gossip behind my back since u gossip behind each other's back too.
never again will i gossip wit u guys ever again.
NO WAY.
if u wanna gossip more about me or other girls,
go ahead.
i dun give a shit.
dat's a promise im keeping for the rest of my life.
n U..
yes u,
the unknown girl who has a H-U-I in her name,
i don't KNOW u.
U don't KNOW me either.
u can say wadever crap u want about me 4 all i care.

Friday, July 13, 2007

had probs waking up this morning. i practically had 2 drag my body all the way 2 the bathroom without falling asleep on the way. so tired man..! n yea.. coz of dat, i was late for skool. arrived about 3 minutes late, so me n my bro's name were taken down -.-'' n he blames me 4 dat. (JERK :P) walked 2 class while carrying a huge 'mee sedaap' box for the recycling project. my fwens went all 'y r u carrying dat box 2 skool? got mee sedaap inside ka? so bad 1 din chia us'. so, i had 2 show them the contents of the box (which consisted of lots n lots of old books n useless pieces of paper used by me, my bro n my aunt a few years back) to answer their questions.

1st period was Thresa Leong's class. the 1st thing she did when she entered the class was scold us like crap just coz the guys behind there weren't settled down yet. after spending about 15 minutes scolding the dudes behind there, she finally gave in n started teaching english literature 'the ~~rod~~ road not taken' (BOOOORIIING). after she finished blah-ing about 'yellow woods' n all the wadever stuffs, she asked us 2 copy the exercises on the board then pass our books up 2 her one at a time just so she could give huge questions marks on them n stamp them wit her 'checked by Thresa Leong' stamper.

the rest of the day was EXTREMELY BORING. especially during bm n sejarah class coz the pengetua came in n started bla-ing about wad we should become n all dat after 8 years. n well, i slept through almost the whole thing ;D but i wasn't the only 1! Vian did it too!! lol.. luckily din get kantoi-ed by pengetua.

after i reach home, i took my phone n started smsing wit my bestie.

(convo wit bestie)
me- hey u!
j***- out with them.
me- with who?
j***-my girlfwen la! who else?
me- ic. say ma.. k lar.. i dun disturb u guys pak toh :P
j***- dat was sent by c***. we're now in a bra store
---1/2 hours later---
j***- we're now in MNG. lol..

er.. HELLO!!! DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHERE U GUYS GO OR WAD U GUYS DO WHEN U'RE DATING??! geez..! want the whole world 2 noe dat ur dating ka? well im not interested in wad ppl do when they're dating so just shut up will ya? i dun even feel like smsing u anymore. all u give a shit about is dat girlfwen of urs. fine LOH! go give a shit about her. i dun feel like talking or even LOOK at ur face. u've changed so much since u had a gf dude. u've really changed a lot. if u wanna deny oso can lah! it's ur prob now. not mine anymore.

felt so tired after reading dat sms i pigged out till 7 plus just now ;D n it feels damn good alright!! sleeping is the best thing in the whole wide world (: love it! hahaha.. kiez! im gonna pig out more now. niteeey!

|rawr!|

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

hoi ya'll!

I FAILED THE AUDITION )'':
kinda knew i was gonna fail the audi so i wasn't DAT devastated. XD
besides,
i wanna concentrate on my studies 1st b4 i start singing.
met quite a number of so called 'cute' guys (jess n kim thinks their cute -.-'') at the audition place.
2 me..
they're weeell..
OK LAH!
haha..
nothing special ler..
just dat when they smile,
they look really good.
esp. dat joseph dude (one of the celebriteen finalist).
n erm.. a CERTAIN SOME1 i noe has fallen 4 him :P
*coughs*
(she's so gonna kill me 4 this)
anyways,
im having probs wit ECONS!!
all the counting counting parts make me blur nia..
gotta practice dat everyday from now on coz i've got 2 new competitorS in 4A.
besides i've promised myself dat im gonna score A1 for all my subs.
n I AM going 2 do just dat in my up coming exams (:

K!
i better stop liao.
later can't finish the tons of homework i've got piled on my study table.

shhh!!~ evil genius in work

Monday, July 09, 2007

im joining celebriteen!!
wish me luck!! (-:
been practicing till my throat so sore.
went 4 the audition twice edi..
BOTH FAILED!
oh well XD
failure is the mother of success!
2mowo's the last day..
i really REALLY hope they'll choose me 2 b one of their finalist.
if they dun oso nvm lah!
at least got experience.
PLUS,
there's still next year (x
can annoy them more wit my voice.
LOL!
bro's edi really annoyed wit me singing every friggin hour ;D
gonna b singing girl next door by saving jane 2 mowo
hopefully they won't comment dat the song's very flat again
k!
it ish sho sho late edi. .
i wanna shleep :P

niteeeey!!~

[ODEE!! my love! xP]

Sunday, July 01, 2007

hey people!! *waves madly* sowie for not updating these past few weeks. been REALLY busy wit lotsa stuffs. homework..etc.. life, is well, pretty much the same i guess. still stressing about all the lil stuffs in life.. wondering whether im good enough of not.. anyways, how many of u guys have started using this emoticon?

C=

well, it makes me cries n everytime i c it ): brings back lotsa bad memories about some1 who used b so so special n close 2 me. but now, we ain't dat close edi ever since he had a gf. i remembered crying once i knew he had a gf coz i knew dat our fwenship would fall apart coz of dat girl. im not saying dat she's bad or wad but naturally, if ur boyfwen is really close 2 a girl, u'd get jealous too rite? so since dat day onwards, i had 2 keep my distance when im wit him but the prob is dat he still treats me as if he doesn't have a gf at all!! wit all the hugs n hand holding.. wth??! come on man.. u got a GF edi wad.. u still wanna b dat close wit me 4 wad? -.-'' u sik takut she might get jealous n kick u in the arse ke? say u still love me n all dat shit.. THEN Y U STILL WANNA GET A GF?? confused lar dude... VERY confused...

oh yea!! Chris Benoit n his fam died. Heard dat it was homicide or something like dat n he killed his family before killing himself. O.O

R.I.P Chris Benoit-

[slitting my wrists for the very last time]

____the hated____


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T.T can't wait till she comes back 2 kch in december. y is every1 leaving? blah. gotta go prepare 4 the rehearsal edi. so laaazeeey. i wanna watch dead silence! any1 interested? odee!! i wanna hug u so bad! xD n pinch ur nen nen again! \|\|sooh de-press-ing\|\| 2:16 PM · Saturday, July 14, 2007 GOSSIPS. now i noe how bad they are. how they hurt n terrorize one's emotions, how they destroy one's self esteem. i shall never gossip ever again. i can't believe my so called 'besties' actually gossiped behind my back. WOW! i tot u guys were my friends. i guess i was the one who was too stupid, too naive till i fell for ur stupid trap. i should've known dat u both were gonna gossip behind my back since u gossip behind each other's back too. never again will i gossip wit u guys ever again. NO WAY. if u wanna gossip more about me or other girls, go ahead. i dun give a shit. dat's a promise im keeping for the rest of my life. n U.. yes u, the unknown girl who has a H-U-I in her name, i don't KNOW u. U don't KNOW me either. u can say wadever crap u want about me 4 all i care. 6:02 PM · Friday, July 13, 2007 had probs waking up this morning. i practically had 2 drag my body all the way 2 the bathroom without falling asleep on the way. so tired man..! n yea.. coz of dat, i was late for skool. arrived about 3 minutes late, so me n my bro's name were taken down -.-'' n he blames me 4 dat. (JERK :P) walked 2 class while carrying a huge 'mee sedaap' box for the recycling project. my fwens went all 'y r u carrying dat box 2 skool? got mee sedaap inside ka? so bad 1 din chia us'. so, i had 2 show them the contents of the box (which consisted of lots n lots of old books n useless pieces of paper used by me, my bro n my aunt a few years back) to answer their questions. 1st period was Thresa Leong's class. the 1st thing she did when she entered the class was scold us like crap just coz the guys behind there weren't settled down yet. after spending about 15 minutes scolding the dudes behind there, she finally gave in n started teaching english literature 'the ~~rod~~ road not taken' (BOOOORIIING). after she finished blah-ing about 'yellow woods' n all the wadever stuffs, she asked us 2 copy the exercises on the board then pass our books up 2 her one at a time just so she could give huge questions marks on them n stamp them wit her 'checked by Thresa Leong' stamper. the rest of the day was EXTREMELY BORING. especially during bm n sejarah class coz the pengetua came in n started bla-ing about wad we should become n all dat after 8 years. n well, i slept through almost the whole thing ;D but i wasn't the only 1! Vian did it too!! lol.. luckily din get kantoi-ed by pengetua. after i reach home, i took my phone n started smsing wit my bestie. (convo wit bestie) me- hey u! j- out with them. me- with who? j-my girlfwen la! who else? me- ic. say ma.. k lar.. i dun disturb u guys pak toh :P j- dat was sent by c. we're now in a bra store ---1/2 hours later--- j*- we're now in MNG. lol.. er.. HELLO!!! DO I LOOK LIKE I FREAKING GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHERE U GUYS GO OR WAD U GUYS DO WHEN U'RE DATING??! geez..! want the whole world 2 noe dat ur dating ka? well im not interested in wad ppl do when they're dating so just shut up will ya? i dun even feel like smsing u anymore. all u give a shit about is dat girlfwen of urs. fine LOH! go give a shit about her. i dun feel like talking or even LOOK at ur face. u've changed so much since u had a gf dude. u've really changed a lot. if u wanna deny oso can lah! it's ur prob now. not mine anymore. felt so tired after reading dat sms i pigged out till 7 plus just now ;D n it feels damn good alright!! sleeping is the best thing in the whole wide world (: love it! hahaha.. kiez! im gonna pig out more now. niteeey! \|rawr!\| 11:13 PM · Wednesday, July 11, 2007 hoi ya'll! I FAILED THE AUDITION )'': kinda knew i was gonna fail the audi so i wasn't DAT devastated. XD besides, i wanna concentrate on my studies 1st b4 i start singing. met quite a number of so called 'cute' guys (jess n kim thinks their cute -.-'') at the audition place. 2 me.. they're weeell.. OK LAH! haha.. nothing special ler.. just dat when they smile, they look really good. esp. dat joseph dude (one of the celebriteen finalist). n erm.. a CERTAIN SOME1 i noe has fallen 4 him :P coughs* (she's so gonna kill me 4 this) anyways, im having probs wit ECONS!! all the counting counting parts make me blur nia.. gotta practice dat everyday from now on coz i've got 2 new competitorS in 4A. besides i've promised myself dat im gonna score A1 for all my subs. n I AM going 2 do just dat in my up coming exams (: K! i better stop liao. later can't finish the tons of homework i've got piled on my study table. shhh!!~ evil genius in work 3:52 PM · Monday, July 09, 2007 im joining celebriteen!! wish me luck!! (-: been practicing till my throat so sore. went 4 the audition twice edi.. BOTH FAILED! oh well XD failure is the mother of success! 2mowo's the last day.. i really REALLY hope they'll choose me 2 b one of their finalist. if they dun oso nvm lah! at least got experience. PLUS, there's still next year (x can annoy them more wit my voice. LOL! bro's edi really annoyed wit me singing every friggin hour ;D gonna b singing girl next door by saving jane 2 mowo hopefully they won't comment dat the song's very flat again k! it ish sho sho late edi. . i wanna shleep :P niteeeey!!~ [ODEE!! my love! xP] 12:01 AM · Sunday, July 01, 2007 hey people!! waves madly sowie for not updating these past few weeks. been REALLY busy wit lotsa stuffs. homework..etc.. life, is well, pretty much the same i guess. still stressing about all the lil stuffs in life.. wondering whether im good enough of not.. anyways, how many of u guys have started using this emoticon? C= well, it makes me cries n everytime i c it ): brings back lotsa bad memories about some1 who used b so so special n close 2 me. but now, we ain't dat close edi ever since he had a gf. i remembered crying once i knew he had a gf coz i knew dat our fwenship would fall apart coz of dat girl. im not saying dat she's bad or wad but naturally, if ur boyfwen is really close 2 a girl, u'd get jealous too rite? so since dat day onwards, i had 2 keep my distance when im wit him but the prob is dat he still treats me as if he doesn't have a gf at all!! wit all the hugs n hand holding.. wth??! come on man.. u got a GF edi wad.. u still wanna b dat close wit me 4 wad? -.-'' u sik takut she might get jealous n kick u in the arse ke? say u still love me n all dat shit.. THEN Y U STILL WANNA GET A GF?? confused lar dude... VERY confused... oh yea!! Chris Benoit n his fam died. Heard dat it was homicide or something like dat n he killed his family before killing himself. O.O R.I.P Chris Benoit- [slitting my wrists for the very last time] ____the hated____ 12:08 AM ·