dare to dream.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

mighty to save

thank you Lord Jesus,
for giving up Your precious life for me.

thank you God,
for sacrificing Your only Son on the cross for my sins.

thank you so much for EVERYTHING

Mighty to SAVE

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus

I'm going for a free cruise tomorrow!!
YAY (:

Been feeling really blur and lost these few days.
my bro will be off to Singy soon.
Though he's a great big jerk and all, I'll still miss him like crap.
stupidd ass.

anyways,
feeling lazy at the moment.
till next time :D

oh crapp!
my bro told my mom i was blogging.
freak him ):
i don't miss him no more.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

barbie accident

~~boobie~~ BARBie had an accident.

i kinda did too...

WTF.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

I need you here with me, NOW.

NOT later, NOT tomorrow but NOW.

I don't wanna care about what others think about me anymore.
Life's too short to bother about these little problems anyways.
If you think that I'm cheap, bitchy, fake or whatsoever, then so be it.
I'm sick and tired of being a people-pleaser.
SERIOUSLY.
If you really hate me that much then STOP talking and STOP being 'all-friendly' to me.
eeeeesh.
I really don't understand all those haters out there.
Dah lah you hate me, STILL want to talk to me and ask whether I can become your friend.
That's seriously STUPID, okay.
AND! if you wanna say something bad/bitch about me,
JUST SAY IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE.
Wad are you??
A sickly arse coward?

anyways,
I'm really sorry about the post up there.
Feeling really down at the moment.
Don't know why.
I must be PMS-ing or something.

I really miss the innocent girl I once was.
The one who doesn't give a shit about anything.
I really want her back.
oh wells.

fools like me.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

BOYS ARE SO UNRELIABLE!!!!!!

well,
most of them.

especially the one I'm staying with.
I swear I'll go crazy if he stays in Kuching.
seriously.
He's irresponsible, selfish, annoying and sickening!!!!

I can't stand him anymore.
i just can't.

Monday, March 10, 2008

momma bought me a new guitar tuner!
(no strings attached)

omgomgomgomgomgomg!!~
YAY!!!
no need to bring my guitar all the way to Mr Si there liao.

wheeeee~
*biggie smiles*

zoeissuperfreakinghappy

Your 5 impression on him /her

- cute
- smart
- funny
- extremely friendly
- carefree :D

Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you :
she and Kryz made me an earring holder before i went back to kch.
(i love it!!!)

If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is beacuse :

never. unless she suddenly becomes this really annoying, demented and unreasonable bitch.

5 things found in my bag

sticky note thingys
books
pencil case
my geometry set
diary

5 things found in my purse

money
calender
name cards
my guitar pick
a stack of useless paper.

5 favourite things in my room
my bed
my duvet cover
my mozzie net
my pillows
my air-chair

5 things I always wanted to do

sing in front of a huge crowd.
fly.
bungee jump
para-sail
visit heaven.

5 things I am currently into
singing
eating
God
converse
roller coasters.

List out the top 5 you would wish for

peace to the world.
no more sufferings.
everyone to know God.
loads of $
all my dreams (realistic ones) to come true.

I tag :
Fion
Joash
Yan Hui
waffle
anyone and everyone who wants to do this to kill time.

Friday, March 07, 2008

As I was lying in bed last night, I thought about all the silly things I did and things that made me feel so cheap. I really regret doing all those things. I was so naive (and according to my bro, I still am) and stupid. I should have known better....

They say that in life, we're supposed to make stupid mistakes and learn from them. I tried telling myself that but I still don't feel any better. It feels as if I'm the only one stupid enough to make all those crazy mistakes.

This is so so depressing ):
I wish my brain was still preoccupied with exams.
At least I'll forget about all my daily problems and unperfections.

zoe.
straight jacket feeling-

Thursday, March 06, 2008

EXAM'S OVER!!

I'm super duper duper happy!
yipeeee :D
now i can finally relax myself and start discriminating all those BN politicians out there.
JUST KIDDING.
anyways,
found some really 'interesting' vids on youtube today.

this is a must watch!

freaking hilarious man.
this dude deserves a Grammy!!
seriously.
everything he sang about is so so truee.

here's another one.

funny man!!
ahahahahhaha..

he's FAT and UGLY.
so cannot be me.

LOL!!!
Who knew Lingam so si ai bin one.
dude! Just accept the fact that you ARE fat.
I don't really know about the ugly part though.

and lastly,

what an insult to Dr. Chua.
LOL.

anyways,
aren't the humans who own comedy court just amazing? xD

I stumbled on a really nice lesbian TV series too.
it's called South Of Nowhere.

now now,
just cause I like that movie doesn't make me a lesbo.
don't get me wrong.
I mean being homo is really cool and all but sadly I'm not interested in girls.

and!
mom doesn't allow me to model for the hair show.
*boos loudly*
wanna know why??!
cause they're gonna dye my hair and my mom "can't accept that".
aklsdjfalfjir!
I want to do that show so bad.
*mumbles angrily*

Currently preparing a surprise for a special someone.
yay (:
i really really hope she'll like it though.

I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH!!

maths lao shi de 'certain part'.
teeeheeeheeee.
it was like the only thing i saw during my PJK test.
(i think I'm gonna fail that paper :D)

God bless loads!
take care.

xoxoxos. :*

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

ang pao found!

oh.
and i found my ang pao.
well, technically my mom did but it doesn't really matter cause i've found em!!
YAY!!
*jumps around*
thanks mommmaa :]

WAFFLE!!!
don't know why.
but suddenly thought about YOU.
anyways,
this song's for ya :D

Free Music

i miss hanging out with ya btw.
<3>

btw,
go out this hols!
i dun care whether u dapat or not (:

N U'RE DRIVING.
*evil laughs*
just kidding.

g'luck in ur exams!!

xoxoxo.

Monday, March 03, 2008

He's with her.
She loves him.
How can this be?
When I was supposed to be with you?

Oh my gosh.
I'm so lost.
Can't believe that I let you go.

You were here.
Now you're gone.
To be with her.
Your better half.

I was so stupid.
Call me blind.
Now it's too late.
We gotta say our last goodbyes.

I should have told you how much I cared.
I wish I had said those unthinkable words that day.

But it's over now.
You've found another gal.
To undo all the hurt I've done.
To make you feel like you're number one.

You were so sweet.
You made me weak.
With those amazing words you said,
you took my breath away.

But oh wells,
you're long gone.
and you're never coming back.
never.

don't know what you've got till it's gone.

sorry for the messed up poem guys.
feeling really upset and hurt.
life is so mixed up at the moment.
I don't even know what to expect anymore.
a test from God??
maybe.
I hope it is and I hope I'll be able to make it through.
anyways,
that's all for the updates.
gotta get back to practicing my accounts.
EXAM week!

God bless loads (: