dare to dream.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

gla~

to: those bitches/'ah lians' who keep on harrasing my cuzie on friendster.

freak off won'tcha?
it's not her fault the person you humans fell in love with is in love with her.
i mean who wouldn't be?
she's MUCH sweeter, nicer and a gazillion times better and smarter than all of you humans.
so,
GET OVER IT.
and stop harassing her and get a LIFE.
especially you...
or shall i say 'MIE'
stop disturbing her and find a new lover.
cause honestly,
you really seem desperate for one.

p/s: if you mess with my bitch, u're messing with me too :D

Saturday, January 26, 2008

random post

skaters are hot hot hot.
surfers are super duper hot too!
i want them bothh..
God please please please bless me with a guy who's both :D

loves.

she is currently feeling high and a wee bit drunk. :S

hey peopleeee!
sorry for not updating for quite awhile.
Been really really busy with homeworks, projects, pop quizzes....
yeapp.
life sucks when u're a form 5-er.
btw,
has anyone noticed how sucky Streamyx is lately???
it took me like 5 minutes JUST to log into blogger.
the heck??!
i pay 66 bucks per month for a good connection.
NOT some crappy one.
-.-

mom forced me to go to her company's dinner just now cause bro didn't wanna go.
so unfair man!!
should have told her i was gonna use that time to do my homework.
ohh wells.
The dinner was super boring as usual.
and i was once again surrounded by adults who kept asking me about SPM.
increase my stress level nia...
anyways,
i saw this 5/6 years old kid performing with all the other pro dancers on stage.
O.o
he's only a kid but he danced like a pro man.
dat lil dude deserves to be in Ripleys, or at least M'sia's book of world records.

went to Amy's house after the dinner.
Momma chatted with her parents while me, Amy, Andrea, Panda, Lys and Lydia watched Nancy Drew upstairs.
but i didn't get to finish it though cause momma was in a rush to go home.
she had to meet up with her colleague from KL.
it's 1:17 AM and she's still out with Aunty Eileen.
):
wonder where they're at.
most probably at her hotel/a pub.
they'd better not be at Travillion.

my piercing hurts and it's most likely infected.
darn it.

zoeeeee :D

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

bible knowledge

ANYONE INTERESTED IN TAKING BIBLE KNOWLEDGE DURING SPM???

u won't fail IF u study.
i promise :P
leave a tagg.

Everyone (and i mean literally EVERYONE) that i knew kept talking and blabbering about The Spring last week. So, being the typical 'sakai' and naive girl that I am, I decided to check it out with my church youth last Sunday. But sadly my phone low batt and I terlupa bring my cam so sorry lah, this one got no pics.

The spring is well, BORING and extremely crowded and almost as 'kia su' as Boulevard. Well, at least it's much MUCH cleaner than Boulevard. I most definitely did NOT experience a new retail experience. The only thing awesome about The Spring is the F.O.S babehh!! and the food gallery (me love Sushi King!) :D and not forgetting elianto + the face shop + GSC. My friends kept telling me that The Spring is damn huge. WHERE GOT HUGE!! so puny man. I finished my tour around the whole place in like less than 2 hours. Even Sabah's Karamunsing is bigger than The Spring. It's much much better and nicer too! (Gosh, I miss Sabah) BUT im really really happy that dear ol' Kuching finally has 2 malls. Yay Kuching!!

Anyways, y'all remember the pond/fountain at The Spring?? Remember??? well, I thought it was a wishing well, so I started throwing coins into the bowl-like thingy. After I threw my second 20 cent, a woman suddenly announced this: "Ladies and Gentlemens, please do NOT throw coins into the fountain as it may cause damages. Thank You!" through the speaker. Me, Jacky, Amanda and a few others started running while laughing our asses off. I was kinda freaked out and felt kinda guilty cause I think my first coin kena someone. SORRY man/woman/whoever you are. I didn't do it on purpose! I hope the guards won't halau me out when I go to The Spring next time.

I think that's about all I've got to say about The Spring. oh and I missed the Hitz.fm crew! Darn it!!! and umm.. thanks loads and loads for sending us there Amy!! :D really really appreciate it.

God bless lots! (:

(grr.... I can't change the fonts!!)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

MY
HAIR
IS
SO
FREAKING
SHORT!

<~(pay attention to her hair. NOT her boobs.)

I look like a freaking lil kid in it! The worst part is that my classmates preferred my old hairstyle. DARN IT! I must look super weird in this one. Can't wait till my hair grows back.

GROW hair.
please.
just GROW.
fast!

me miss me emo hair.

Friday, January 11, 2008

I am so sick of being degraded.
seriously.
it's like people degrade you and they don't even know they did it!
the heck.
I super hate that feeling.
I know you guys do too.
it sucks to get degraded.
grr...
any advise y'all?

xoxo,
zoee

Thursday, January 10, 2008

I GOT MY SIXTH PIERCING people!!!

super duper happy man!
*jumps around*
but sadly, i gotta hide it from my mom for the time being.
N it HURTS!
a lot.
even my soft bone piercing didn't hurt that bad.
grr..
oh oh N,
Kel's gonna get his ears pierced too.
but dat guy wants to pierced both sides.
THE HECK.
it symbolizes very very VERY GAY lah OKAY.
(well, that's what they said in Yahoo! answers.)
but!
IF u wanna pierce em' both then pierce loh.
up 2 u :D
HONEST!
n yeah,
sorry i haven't been updating for quite awhile.
been BUSY studying!
seriously.
it's hard to believe but it's 100% true.
the ZOE LEE has already started studying her ass off for SPM n her momma has banned her from using the comp during weekdays.
so yeahh,
while momma's resting,
im busy typing away in fear that she might come out any minute and slaughter me.
i'll be out at popular buying reference books later.
INTERESTED?
skool sucks as usual btw.
teachers.. students.... ah bengs... bullies... ASSHOLES WHO THINK THAT THEY'RE ALL THAT...
yeap..
that's skool alright.
anyways,
i gotta go.
momma's up edi.
i can hear her bathroom tap's water running.
byeee y'all!
love lots!!

xoxo,
zoeeeee~

p/s: Aaron says i sound so BAD in my blog. hmm.. DO I? xD

wad can i say. i was bored during tuition n i suck in drawing :P

Sunday, January 06, 2008

FION dear!!
thanks so so much dear for caring so much about my shout out.
Love loads sweetie!! (:

Friday, January 04, 2008

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

PLEASE READ!!

Looking back these past few years, I realize that I've made loads of mistakes. Really really stupid ones too and I really regret doing them. These mistakes caused me to lose those whom I love the most and those mistakes are also part of the reason why some humans hate me so much. To those humans who are reading this at the moment, I'm really really sorry. I never realized that my actions could do so much damage and bring so much hurt to you guys. I admit I was really really naive and stupid. I'm so sorry for hurting you in any way. I hope that you'll find it in your heart to forgive me, but even if you don't, i understand. I promise I will try not to be so tactless and insensitive from today onwards. Please please forgive me. Thank you so much for reading this post and I'm really really sorry. I mean it this time.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Heavenly Father,
I pray that You'll forgive those who hurt me both emotionally and physically, those who try to hurt me and those who treat me like trash. I also pray that You will continue to bless them no matter what and I pray that they will some day realize that the things they did to me are really hurtful. Thank you Lord, for hearing me out, for being there for me and helping me through all the pain.

Amen! (:

i am mean.
so so mean.
you wanna know why?
cause i do mean stuffs.
LOADS of em'.

E.G
- i called this kid 'the red boxer wearing kid' cuz i didn't know his name. (n yes, he was wearing a red santa clause boxer)
- n i actually kinda bad mouthed a few humans cause they treated me like shit.
- i do really really bad stuffs to people who hurt/degrade/do bad things to me.

It doesn't look/sound mean but i feel mean.
n i have no freaking idea why!!!
this sucks.

n!!!
my new year resolution:

spend at least 3 hours studying.
start respecting teachers n stop answering back.
stop falling in love. (well, at least till after SPM :D)
stop being so rude to humans you hate and start blessing them instead.
treat everyone, especially boys nicer. Cause seriously, some are really afraid of you xD
learn how to write college applications and scholarship applications.
laugh everyday (if possible. AND NOT LIKE A LUNATIC please)
exercise more!! (you want those abs don'tcha?)
learn how to control emotions.
practice the guitar more often. (20 bucks per session ain't cheap OKAY!)
LOOK for a good paying job after SPM.
help mihoo around the house more often.
stop dreaming!!
be positive and always always always remember to pray! (God listens and He will always be there to help.)
stop sleeping so late.
PAY ATTENTION DURING CLASSES!
get a seat beside susu! (she's a great influence.)
stop lazing around oiii! SPM coming in 10 months time. (i fink.)
bring phone for repair.
BE POLITE!
stop spending money on unnecessary stuffs.
stop being so negative about form 5.

hmm.. guess that's all. I'll add more once it comes to my rusty brain. oh yeahh, happie 2008 y'all! (: God bless ya loads n loads!

loves lots,
zoe :d