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Friday, February 19, 2010

i miss you.

I'm not going to lie.
You've been on my mind.
It seems like everywhere I go,
I see your face all the time.

Although it's been so long,
I still wished you were here.
To see how much I've grown,
After all these years.

Do you remember our late nights,
when we used to talk till the morning light?
Our special hand shakes
and all the other signals and signs?

The promises we made
and the songs we sang,
in your car,
on the phone,
behind your backyard?

Do you still think about me?
As much as I think about you?
Do you still care?
I miss you.

Over the years,
I try to be strong.
To move forward,
and forget about it all.

But I can't seem to put you aside,
these memories just won't go.
It hurts to know that you're not mine
and I can't let go.

Do you remember my cries,
in the middle of the night?
And how I wished you were there,
to hold me tight.

Do you think about me?
and who we once were?
Are these memories haunting you, too?
Deep down inside?

Do you remember our very first kiss,
in the morning mist?
And those long nights,
working till daylight?

Do you miss them?
Cause I do.
and I really want you to know,
that I miss you.

Maybe someday soon,
I'll find a cure.
For this never ending heartache
and finally move on.

But until that day,
I would like to say,
and I would always say,
I miss you.

inspired by:
Belle of the Boulevard- Dashboard Confessional;
Goodbye- Miley Cyrus;
and;
my amazing ability to over-think (if there is actually such a word) most situations.

love,
zoe lee.

Friday, February 05, 2010

the drinking game

"So dim that spotlight, tell me things like I can't take my eyes off of you
I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl
Who's desperately in love with you
Give me a photograph to hang on my wall
Superstar"

I guess I went overboard with the drinks this time. Well, I only drank one cup of vodka + sprite. That wasn't exactly much compared to the amount I drank a few weeks back. Alcohol's seriously poisonous man. I NEED to stop giving in to Kami's pleas and stop with all the alcohol crap. I am clearly not a good drinker and I will never be one. Praise the Lord I wasn't drunk, just tipsy enough to puke -.- poor dude whose front drain got polluted by my puke. Hopefully it won't smell THAT bad tomorrow.

Mr Candyman, I know I let you down and I'm sorry ): I did not drink much at all and NOTHING happened. I promise. My friends and I were just talking crap and fooling around. You know very well that I really cherish what we have and I don't want it to end up in ruins. I promise I'll try my best to resist the temptation of drinking and stop being so soft-hearted too.

I miss you telling me that I'm reckless and immature. Please reply or call me ):

God bless y'all people!

love,
zoe.

Monday, February 01, 2010

great is Your name (:

I'm finally back in campus!

After 3 super fun-filled days in Penang. The last time I went there was approximately 14 years ago to visit one of my aunt. I don't remember much from that trip though. Mom, bro, Glay, my big uncle, my 2nd aunt, my granduncle, grandaunt and I went over to Penang to attend Hun Yooi and Yee Leng's wedding, and boy was it awesome. I haven't been to a wedding in a very long time and I most certainly enjoyed this one (:

The wedding was set in a 5-star beach resort in Batu Feringgi (sadly not a beach wedding though) called the Park Royal Hotel. The view there was absolutely splendid! There was so many outdoor activities one could do there, Parasailing included!! Which I didn't get to try because NO ONE TOLD ME THE WEDDING WAS GOING TO BE HELD AT A BEACH RESORT so I ended up bringing a dress there instead of my swimming costume and sports wear. I went to the beach in a white dress too ): which made me look very out of place. OH WELL, at least I wasn't alone and at least we looked better than a whole lot of other people there :D I promise I'll upload one whole chunk of pictures once Glay is done editing them. This time, I mean it.

The first night we reached Penang, Glay, momma and I went wild. We went around the hawker center looking for various types of food and we ended up buying a whole lot of food including CENDOL (pronounced as CHEN-DOI. don't ask why), sa hor fan (I still don't know what that is), chee cheong fan, char kueh ~~tiao~~ teow, fried oyster, lum mee and a whole lot of other food which I don't remember. THE FOOD WAS BLOODY DELICIOUS. My mouth waters just thinking about it.

*5 minutes and a whole lot of drool later*

Again, the food tasted of pure awesomeness and because we were force-fed throughout the whole 3 days of our stay in Penang, I am now literally one big ball of FAT. I have grown so much horizontally that I have turned into one heck of an emo bitch who constantly pinches her tummy flabs ): sad sad sad. I'll blog more about Penang tomorrow. Need to get back to Business Functions.

Can't wait till mr.candyman comes back tomorrow. I've been missing that lozah ): ♥

God bless!

much loves,
zoe (:


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I'm not going to lie. You've been on my mind. It seems like everywhere I go, I see your face all the time. Although it's been so long, I still wished you were here. To see how much I've grown, After all these years. Do you remember our late nights, when we used to talk till the morning light? Our special hand shakes and all the other signals and signs? The promises we made and the songs we sang, in your car, on the phone, behind your backyard? Do you still think about me? As much as I think about you? Do you still care? I miss you. Over the years, I try to be strong. To move forward, and forget about it all. But I can't seem to put you aside, these memories just won't go. It hurts to know that you're not mine and I can't let go. Do you remember my cries, in the middle of the night? And how I wished you were there, to hold me tight. Do you think about me? and who we once were? Are these memories haunting you, too? Deep down inside? Do you remember our very first kiss, in the morning mist? And those long nights, working till daylight? Do you miss them? Cause I do. and I really want you to know, that I miss you. Maybe someday soon, I'll find a cure. For this never ending heartache and finally move on. But until that day, I would like to say, and I would always say, I miss you. inspired by: Belle of the Boulevard- Dashboard Confessional; Goodbye- Miley Cyrus; and; my amazing ability to over-think (if there is actually such a word) most situations. love, zoe lee. 4:28 AM · Friday, February 05, 2010 the drinking game "So dim that spotlight, tell me things like I can't take my eyes off of you I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl Who's desperately in love with you Give me a photograph to hang on my wall Superstar" I guess I went overboard with the drinks this time. Well, I only drank one cup of vodka + sprite. That wasn't exactly much compared to the amount I drank a few weeks back. Alcohol's seriously poisonous man. I NEED to stop giving in to Kami's pleas and stop with all the alcohol crap. I am clearly not a good drinker and I will never be one. Praise the Lord I wasn't drunk, just tipsy enough to puke -.- poor dude whose front drain got polluted by my puke. Hopefully it won't smell THAT bad tomorrow. Mr Candyman, I know I let you down and I'm sorry ): I did not drink much at all and NOTHING happened. I promise. My friends and I were just talking crap and fooling around. You know very well that I really cherish what we have and I don't want it to end up in ruins. I promise I'll try my best to resist the temptation of drinking and stop being so soft-hearted too. I miss you telling me that I'm reckless and immature. Please reply or call me ): God bless y'all people! love, zoe. 2:43 AM · Monday, February 01, 2010 great is Your name (: I'm finally back in campus! After 3 super fun-filled days in Penang. The last time I went there was approximately 14 years ago to visit one of my aunt. I don't remember much from that trip though. Mom, bro, Glay, my big uncle, my 2nd aunt, my granduncle, grandaunt and I went over to Penang to attend Hun Yooi and Yee Leng's wedding, and boy was it awesome. I haven't been to a wedding in a very long time and I most certainly enjoyed this one (: The wedding was set in a 5-star beach resort in Batu Feringgi (sadly not a beach wedding though) called the Park Royal Hotel. The view there was absolutely splendid! There was so many outdoor activities one could do there, Parasailing included!! Which I didn't get to try because NO ONE TOLD ME THE WEDDING WAS GOING TO BE HELD AT A BEACH RESORT so I ended up bringing a dress there instead of my swimming costume and sports wear. I went to the beach in a white dress too ): which made me look very out of place. OH WELL, at least I wasn't alone and at least we looked better than a whole lot of other people there :D I promise I'll upload one whole chunk of pictures once Glay is done editing them. This time, I mean it. The first night we reached Penang, Glay, momma and I went wild. We went around the hawker center looking for various types of food and we ended up buying a whole lot of food including CENDOL (pronounced as CHEN-DOI. don't ask why), sa hor fan (I still don't know what that is), chee cheong fan, char kueh ~~tiao~~ teow, fried oyster, lum mee and a whole lot of other food which I don't remember. THE FOOD WAS BLOODY DELICIOUS. My mouth waters just thinking about it. 5 minutes and a whole lot of drool later Again, the food tasted of pure awesomeness and because we were force-fed throughout the whole 3 days of our stay in Penang, I am now literally one big ball of FAT. I have grown so much horizontally that I have turned into one heck of an emo bitch who constantly pinches her tummy flabs ): sad sad sad. I'll blog more about Penang tomorrow. Need to get back to Business Functions. Can't wait till mr.candyman comes back tomorrow. I've been missing that lozah ): ♥ God bless! much loves, zoe (: 11:28 PM ·