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boo.

my name's zoe lee (:

currently studying business economics and finance in NOTTINGham.

i'm 21! goin' on the big TWO-TWO :D
and i'm from kuching!

I think I am pretty normal for a nineteen year old. I fall down a lot, laugh a lot, hide a lot of things from people and all those other things.

What about you?

Psalm 23 ♥


You can mail me at:
zoegal@hotmail.com
faith.life.zoe@gmail.com
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-Hui Na

If you HATE me then God bless you (:

Thursday, May 27, 2010
shortcomings.

I'm having those nights again, 

Nights where I just lie in bed and THINK about random things (not very good nor are they nice ones) instead of falling asleep, like I'm supposed to.
Tonight's random things mainly revolve around HER.

We've been through thick and thin together. SHE was my best friend until... I will never forget that day, ever. I truly did love her, as a friend. I never knew someone could hurt me so much so that I've got a scar in my heart, which still hurt every single time I mentally touch it. Somehow, I have a feeling that it will never heal, although I would very much like to think otherwise. 


I remembered comforting her when she was upset and encouraging her to study and what not. She made me feel so appreciated, like I was her lifeline. It was something I have never felt before. I miss her companionship.


I remembered those times when she got pissed off at me for random things. I used to be so afraid that I might accidentally piss her off. Being her friend was like walking in a place surrounded by broken glass. You'll never know when you would get cut.

I know I'm supposed to put the past in the past but sometimes these thoughts just consume me from the inside out. The worst part is that I don't even know how to deal with it. Life gets pretty depressing and unhealthy too.


Macroeconomics exam has been haunting me for the past couple of days. I studied for it! I truly did! But during the exams, I don't know, my brain just stopped functioning. ARGH. I'm just so upset about it. I really want to get a distinction!


To top it all off, I can't find a place to stay. I NEED a place to stay. Won't someone give me a place I can call a home here, in this small town of Semenyih? :/ 


I hope y'all are having a better week than I am.


God bless and take care.


love,
Zoe.