I've just said "
No" to NC.
So why don't I feel
relieved, or even
feel anything at all?
Everything still feels the same, like I'm still stuck in the same situation.
What's wrong?
Is it cause I won't be getting that RM100 back?
Or maybe because my brain has yet to register that fact.
I'm still trying to figure it out :/
God,
Please lead the way. I can't continue life being all empty inside anymore.
I have sinned countless of times and I am well aware of that.
Now change me cause I can't do it.